Super Hero's

After a long day of shopping in Tweed Heads I get home to find my dear boy trying to put on his new swimming goggles.. with frogs being his latest 'thing' they were of course froggy goggles.. I helped him on with them.. a bit too small after seeing his sweet face all squooshed up inside.. he looked so 'special' I had to photograph for future laughs.. I told him he looked like a special kind of super hero and which one was he.. he quite cheekily told me 'Poo Poo Head'.. I said ohh and what kind of super power do you have.. of course he replied 'Poo Poo Head Power!' oh DEAR! what have I created :)

of course then soon after he showed me how special he really is buy showing his new fashion item.. his undies cap!

Goodbye little one

Today I went to Tweed Hospital to have a curette after being in 'miscarriage' the last 2 days. I have been bleeding heavily since 5am and feels like I'm giving birth to little fish, very unpleasant. The hospital experience was a bit daunting, but once I got in to the actual ward itself after a multitude of tests, was feeling pretty secure and they were all lovely to me. I made sure to tell the nurses that I really appreciated them being kind, as bigger hospitals tend to make you feel like a number and they really went out of their way to make me feel supported and cared for. Assi and Lior came at 3pm with flowers and waited till I felt ok to leave as I was still a bit wobbly on my feet. We went to Coolangatta for sushi and then home to rest. What a big day .. a bit emotional at times but I was very accepting of what had happened and felt as though there was no baby there.. pity.. it would have been fun at xmas with everyone poking my belly and feeling the new little dadon kick them.. anyway Im sure she will come back to me very soon :)