Goodbye little one

Today I went to Tweed Hospital to have a curette after being in 'miscarriage' the last 2 days. I have been bleeding heavily since 5am and feels like I'm giving birth to little fish, very unpleasant. The hospital experience was a bit daunting, but once I got in to the actual ward itself after a multitude of tests, was feeling pretty secure and they were all lovely to me. I made sure to tell the nurses that I really appreciated them being kind, as bigger hospitals tend to make you feel like a number and they really went out of their way to make me feel supported and cared for. Assi and Lior came at 3pm with flowers and waited till I felt ok to leave as I was still a bit wobbly on my feet. We went to Coolangatta for sushi and then home to rest. What a big day .. a bit emotional at times but I was very accepting of what had happened and felt as though there was no baby there.. pity.. it would have been fun at xmas with everyone poking my belly and feeling the new little dadon kick them.. anyway Im sure she will come back to me very soon :)